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I'll be back!

Thank you for your emails and comments and if anyone is still reading this, I am sorry for the silence. I thought writing random thoughts about life, love, work, friends, family would be easy but this hasn't been. There are days that I just want to hide. Writing anything sounds like the most impossible of tasks. But I am getting my shit together, as someone said to me today. So in the......

By: tmhoblogger (06 October 2009)
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To call or not to call?

The poem below The Door written by TMHOgirl and posted in Life describes exactly how I feel. I have spent the weekend wondering whether to call Smart, even just to enquire how the job hunting is going and to make sure that he is fine. I stare at his number on my phone, not that I need to, it is committed in my head. Many times I go over conversations we could......

By: tmhoblogger (03 August 2009)
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The Others

So I got dumped by Smart but the world seems to be getting along just fine without any care in the world for the torment and angst in my head. The darkness that has the descended upon me, the pain that feels as if my heart is being torn, very slowly from the very essence of its being. The sleepless nights, the loss of appetite, the sore head, sore eyes,......

By: tmhoblogger (31 July 2009)
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Those Empty Feelings

When you are recovering from a broken heart, the weekends are the worst times. There is nothing to distract you from your thoughts, from yourself, from your longings for your lost love, lost friendship, lost intimacy. They are also the longest two days ever. Gone are the days of longing for Fridays, so that you could spend a lazy Saturday morning in your lover's arms, read the Sunday papers together, stroll......

By: tmhoblogger (26 July 2009)
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My Credit Crunched Romance

I am sorry I have been away for a while and I thank you all for your messages. The title of this post probably says it all. Smart and I did not survive the current economic climate. He was made redundant, so much for being one of the brightest stars in the City. He in turn decided that his priority was finding a new position and ended our relationship. If I am......

By: tmhoblogger (23 July 2009)
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Life has no meaning

I am saddened by Michael Jackson's death. It makes all my angst and drama so irrelevant. Life is just so short and we all have to grab whatever happiness we can get with both hands. RIP Michael and thanks for the music.......

By: tmhoblogger (26 June 2009)
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Grumpy Smart

I mentioned about the redundancies and the Blonde's magical powers in the previous blog To Job or not to job. Smart has been very worried about his job because his department is one of the ones hit hard. And whilst the Company are making a song and dance about how they will support those being redundant, the consultation process and all that has been such an extremely slow process. Of course......

By: tmhoblogger (11 June 2009)
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The Toad, the Hero

The Blonde and I had a rare moment this morning. You know, that moment when someone feels you, and you are happy that they totally get what you are thinking. The Toad informed us in our team meeting that we were not affected by the redundancies, something the Blonde confirmed yesterday. I say "confirmed" because experience has taught me never to doubt the Blonde's sources, as I have to give it......

By: tmhoblogger (28 May 2009)
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